I'm so ready to just beat some fucker in the face right now like holy shit you dont even know, all the stress thats been building up from trying to change my life its all just holy fuck and cause im shooting for the better ofcorse the world needs to gun for me and try everything in its book to take me down cause god knows im just NOT alloud to have better, yeah im just that pile of shit that no one cares about, thats my roll in life lol just tonight i woke up after a shitty day thinking "alright lets see how this day is going to go" and sure as shit i try to say hi to my girlfriend and WHAM! guilt trip cause im a dumb fuck that just fucks everything up i guess but hey i hang in there cause i know whats going down i know she will be happy again even if she really dont cause right now so i say fuck it and go to work haha right pass 3 cops as im rage driving, right on almost there and some dumb stoned or drunk fucktard thinks he can cut me off to pull into some apartments HAHAHA NOPE my 1/2 tun truck thought otherwise lol i locked them up fling up to his dumb ass skidding and HES STILL GOING SLOW AS FUCK WHAT THE HELL HOW DUMB DO YOU GATA BE?!?! GET THE FUCK OFF THE ROAD YOU STUPID FUCK! OMG! if i was not on my way to work i would of gotten out and beat his ass slashed his tires and made sure his dumb ass didnt get back on the road, but hey i didnt kill him by hitting his little car with a 1/2 tun truck nope his ass was lucky that i know how to drive so hey lets get to work, i go 1 mile down the road and oh hey hey guess what yall there was a damn shooting just down the road, YUP some dead fucker in the road lol Nice but thats an every day here this is an every day thing in my life thats just how low and shitty it is and thats the way things are and god knows if i try to make it better he will have my ass for it but you know what? i dont give a fuck anymore, the world can toss what ever the hell it fucking wants at me, IM sure the hell not giving in, im so sick of the shit here im ready to just say FUCK YOU ALL and up and go, so fucking tired... but what the hell am i to do like really? i cant just go, the damn apartment isnt even ready and my truck wont make the trip with the way its in atm YUP i get to sit here while everyone is pissed at me and the world is out to get me FUCK YA :D! bring it bitches! i know where im going, i know what im doing and im not letting ANYTHING stop that, if the world dont like it then TOO FUCKING BAD, yall can mellow in it, not me as for the moment now im going to go and try to pull past each day till the time comes to GTFO the way i see it is the world cant fuck me over if it cant find me ill just hide away and count the days down till im out and once i go we will see what happens cause i cant say from that point but ill be shooting for the best and giving it my all even if the world thinks otherwise and dont want me to do it but we will see, i would like to see you stop me world, like i said BRING IT >:3 soon ill be gunning for you just you wait