My sleep schedule is fucked up, I got emotional problems, I'm lonely, I completely forgot where I was going with this... Well my energy is up and down like crazy...just like my emotions... I have a bunch of energy when I'm tired and when im not tired I have almost no energy. It makes no sense whatsoever...
All this stupid shit with my ex and this guy I like. I gots a lots of problems. I'm not doing the best job to fix them. Idk what I'm ev...I don't know where this journal is going...

Uuuugh fucking life

Oh yeah now I remember, I am also getting these jitters like spazzes almost. Kinda like uncontrollable chills which I think I've had before. But I'm not sure. I don't know what's going on.

I'm not even comfortable cuddling anyone in rp or irl. Not even nuzzling. Just hugs and that's about it...