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Figured I'd update with anxiety stuff...
11 years ago
Steam ID - SevenFisher
As of 2013 I started to have major panic attack and other things leading, I become very anxious at that year. Not sure If I've posted about it on here already but to cut it short; 2013 was worst year I've had, thankfully my friends understood and didn't ditch me. So that's something - my aunt has anxiety too and pretty much all her friends ditch her, so I was worried it'd be same for me.
But yeah, anxiety wasn't fun. I started out not drinking milk as much because I thought it made me ill... and it's sorely limiting my social life because I'd be too afraid to go out for some reason. It wasn't until much later in 2013 where things got bit better once I was on my own with dogs, as I learned how to cope with anxiety stuff (I used to rely on other people for help... annoying I know) and it got much better later on.
Sadly even onto 2014 I still didn't want go to Glasgow (it's basically where furmeets at) nor drink milk... until last month, actually. I was like fuck it, I'll just have a milk because there's nothing else to drink and I didn't want water and I didn't feel ill at all. Granted, I feel odd but for reasons I will not mention it didn't make me ill as much as in past. Drinking milk again, although not as much as in past. Then I started to attend furmeet in November and... well, what do you know, I get on bus to Glasgow and I didn't feel the fear any more. The funny thing I felt the fear when I was in Ayr (hard to breathe thing) but managed to cool it and now I'm happy to say I managed to overcome the fear :D Now going to Glasgow is no problem to me at all. I still dislike the trip back home though, but hey it's MUCH better than before. Now I've got more reason to get out of house bit more. In fact, yesterday (Friday) I went to Glasgow thinking furmeet's on that day.... only for it to be actually today (Saturday), oops! Normally that would put me off going to Glasgow next day, but it didn't. Glad I bothered to go, had a great time and actually managed to socialise with some people :)
Hopefully next year I'll be seriously looking into volunteering, if I couldn't get job I may as well do something with my free time. I'm not 100% better - yes I keep saying that - but I feel like 2014 has been fantastic year for me and I'm looking forward to what 2015 brings to me.
In other news, aka gaming stuff: Saving up for Xbox One next year, though I'm not really in rush. Do want D4, Sunset Overdrive and couple of others but I want to get Christmas presents out of way first before I can even think about saving... oh and I have those lot to play:
Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix, Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep Final Mix, Pokémon Omega Ruby, Dragon Age Inquisition, Bayonetta 1&2, Hyrule Warriors
and I'm still playing Mario Kart 8, Super Smash Bros for Wii U (and also 3DS, but mainly singleplayer stuff on that) and I'm considering going back to either Persona 3 FES, Persona 4 or Final Fantasy X. And I quite fancy replaying The Sims 4. Hmm. So yeah I'm not really in rush. Maybe I'll get Xbox One before birthday, or after. I do know I want new 3DS though.
But yeah, anxiety wasn't fun. I started out not drinking milk as much because I thought it made me ill... and it's sorely limiting my social life because I'd be too afraid to go out for some reason. It wasn't until much later in 2013 where things got bit better once I was on my own with dogs, as I learned how to cope with anxiety stuff (I used to rely on other people for help... annoying I know) and it got much better later on.
Sadly even onto 2014 I still didn't want go to Glasgow (it's basically where furmeets at) nor drink milk... until last month, actually. I was like fuck it, I'll just have a milk because there's nothing else to drink and I didn't want water and I didn't feel ill at all. Granted, I feel odd but for reasons I will not mention it didn't make me ill as much as in past. Drinking milk again, although not as much as in past. Then I started to attend furmeet in November and... well, what do you know, I get on bus to Glasgow and I didn't feel the fear any more. The funny thing I felt the fear when I was in Ayr (hard to breathe thing) but managed to cool it and now I'm happy to say I managed to overcome the fear :D Now going to Glasgow is no problem to me at all. I still dislike the trip back home though, but hey it's MUCH better than before. Now I've got more reason to get out of house bit more. In fact, yesterday (Friday) I went to Glasgow thinking furmeet's on that day.... only for it to be actually today (Saturday), oops! Normally that would put me off going to Glasgow next day, but it didn't. Glad I bothered to go, had a great time and actually managed to socialise with some people :)
Hopefully next year I'll be seriously looking into volunteering, if I couldn't get job I may as well do something with my free time. I'm not 100% better - yes I keep saying that - but I feel like 2014 has been fantastic year for me and I'm looking forward to what 2015 brings to me.
In other news, aka gaming stuff: Saving up for Xbox One next year, though I'm not really in rush. Do want D4, Sunset Overdrive and couple of others but I want to get Christmas presents out of way first before I can even think about saving... oh and I have those lot to play:
Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix, Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep Final Mix, Pokémon Omega Ruby, Dragon Age Inquisition, Bayonetta 1&2, Hyrule Warriors
and I'm still playing Mario Kart 8, Super Smash Bros for Wii U (and also 3DS, but mainly singleplayer stuff on that) and I'm considering going back to either Persona 3 FES, Persona 4 or Final Fantasy X. And I quite fancy replaying The Sims 4. Hmm. So yeah I'm not really in rush. Maybe I'll get Xbox One before birthday, or after. I do know I want new 3DS though.
