So, a lot of things built up and just kinda hit me all at once, and I pretty much went on a massive angry-whiny rant-tirade. While venting my frustrations was good, I realize that I could have vented this off in a much more constructive/productive way with far less rage and profanity. I would like to apologize for my short-fuse temper, and would like to thank the friends who talked to me and shared their own views. Thank you for putting up with me in my less-than-stellar moment.