So the evening starts out with me being very angry at one of my friends who i am throwing a baby shower for and spending my money on and she is being picky about it. Then Everything at work goes wrong, i get behind, i can't get the stairs stacked, the mom water gets spilled on carbet, i smash my finger, the sprayer isn't working right, and Friday nights I get to spend with Trebor my Daddy/BabyBoy/Friend and i look forward to it all week and the evenings events made me angry and upset and i ended up throwing a huge tantrum and and *BAWLS* IT TOOK ALL TIME AWAY!!!!! *CRIES AND CRIES* nows i has to waits a whole weeks, and i dont' even know if next weeks wee see each other cause of Christmas and i is very sad and mad at myself and events and for being mad!!! *cries and cries and cries*