soo.... wan tot keep it somewhere and i'm too lazy to make a text out of it... and i guess i want to know what others think?

first off, this is a fetishy type thing so if you don't want to read from there, feel free not to! don't want to ake anyone feel bad about anything!

so what i have on this creature is that: they are kind of phoenix like, where they live a cycle before they are reborn into a new one.
a dorean's cycle after birth is small, which quickly grows to an adult within a few months (2-3) then once it has matured, it beings to inflate and expand until it can no longer hold the pressure and it pops starting it's new cycle as a coccoon that looks like a beating heart before it turns back into the tiny form it was.

the species leys eggs. it might seem weird or impossible given how they work, but as long as the egg is fully formed before they explode, it will be around when the cycle starts over. if the egg is not formed before the current cycle ends, then there will be no egg or pregnancy in the next one until, actual mating.
the eggs can survive anythign that is atleast temperate or above, they are very easy to care for if one is a companion with a female that has popped with an egg.

popping.... well, as they get closer to the end of their cycle, like i said, they inflate and swell larger, so they will atfirst grow a belly before limbs being to swell with it. near the end of their cycle they wil become immoble and they will exagerate in form looking, i would think, adorable and silly. little harm is done to these creatures since, once they get used to the cycle, the end will be a loving relief from the growing pressure inside of themselves. when they pop, along with their caccoon, they will leave behind fur and feathers. feel free to take and use, or sell them, it's just left overs from their last cycle and i would go so far as to say it's ethically obtained? i mean nothing was killed to gain this stuf... well... i mean, they are still alive. when the burst, they explode in a puff of fur and feathers, possibly alittle dusty too, but their heart is sort of the coccoon that they come from.

with the start of a new cycle they do have all their memories and their bodies do not change from how they were born. but those that stick with them through their cycles will be bonded with more and more with each cycle. no matter their personality, they will trust and respect you the longer you stay with them. a mated pair can still ahvce a bond with their companion as well as the fact that a companion can still find a mate.

a dorean's cycle would last around... i'd say... maybe 1- 1 1/2 of a year. so this will happen often, but not so often that it will be more of a neuseince. but it's not too long that... the obvious reason they kind of came around isn't unnoticed. and they would at birth, or rebirth
go around 2-3 months before they are adults, and maybe another few months in their prime before they being the swell of their cycle.

their sizes are rough since they can grow fast, but their young/small form is usually 2-3 feet.
as their prime form is around 3-4 feet.
at their maximum they can be anywhere from atleast half of a house in size to a full house.

what i think i will keep of looks that i've been trying to work with is that: they have manes and plume feathers for their tails.

hopefully i got most if not everything of what me and a friend had brainstormed about. and also, hope it's interesting too!
and if people not interested have gotten this far, i honestly and hopfully and truthfully hope that you found something taht wasn't too bad avbout this idea. even if it's not somethign you'd care or like.