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11 years ago
Begin rant/bitching and the occasional crap worth reading..
Alright...since i might not have the balls to actually cut again... i will probably just sit outside..burn a ciggarette, come back inside, go in my room, and cry like the little bitch i am... i fucked everything up for me... i...i just dont wanna take the risk of fucking up again... everyone would be better off with out me... sure id be affecting my dad cause he could lose his only full daughter that he has left...but maybe Delannie wont be as much as a fuck up as i was... i just wish i could go back and undo everything i would have said no to pot, i would have never picked up a ciggarette... and i would still be a virgin... i know shit happens but...i know myself too well...id say i wont fuck up again and end up doing it anyway..
I know some of you dont even read my journals...but i have to get this shit off my chest...
I know some of you dont even read my journals...but i have to get this shit off my chest...
Even if you cry, it good to release.
I just wish all the pains from you to ease so much.
You're a very cool ratty fur sis. <3
*hugs you close n snuggley*
. This knife is tempting... im fighting with everything i have not to touch it..
I know its hard truly, and i can not stop you, but i will keep on letting you know how much i care for you!
I hope Im not a bother just yet, but if i ever am, ... i'll still tell ya! :)
Meeting someone who is so kind to me, I wish to show how much i appreciate! :)
To be honest, i dont like to say everything will be alright, cuz i can never promise that, but i can
always say, that you never know the hopes held for your future! :)
One step at a time my friend, look forward towards the tings you love. :)
Friends, family, pets, or anythin it may be. :)