dont give up you have to be strong in how you live life happily and not being weak which leads to your sadness

For GOD'S SAKE Do NOT kill yourself.
Ok?

ODing on painkillers = waking up in a pool of your own vomit and being paralyzed for the rest of your life.

I may sound like a television commercial when I say that suicide is not the answer, but I know this is right. You have many friends who care for you. There are many people in this world that feel the same way as you, but killing yourself to solve your problems, it's not right.. I've tried myself and I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was running away from everything, but I'm okay now. Things will become better, just wait and see.

I'm one of the many who will say not to end your life.