Bitter/Jaded/Depressy for Christmas
11 years ago
You clicked on this? Why? Go be with your family. Do things.
Anyway, if you're still reading this.. I dunno. Tired of feeling alone on another Holiday. Perpetual feeling of loneliness, being without companionship, relying on short term one-off flings to temporarily distract myself since I can't cope with real intimacy.
I dunno. Just felt like I needed to get the shit off my chest before I go to bed on this cold Christmas morning... My family always goes out of town for Christmas, so. Who knows. Maybe I'll drink myself into oblivion like last year.
Merry Christmas.
Anyway, if you're still reading this.. I dunno. Tired of feeling alone on another Holiday. Perpetual feeling of loneliness, being without companionship, relying on short term one-off flings to temporarily distract myself since I can't cope with real intimacy.
I dunno. Just felt like I needed to get the shit off my chest before I go to bed on this cold Christmas morning... My family always goes out of town for Christmas, so. Who knows. Maybe I'll drink myself into oblivion like last year.
Merry Christmas.
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Christmas is a shitty time to be alone. I got nothing to do and nowhere to be either, so kinda know the feeling. *hugs* for what that is worth.
However, there are better things in life Amadi... Harle and I are playing another game together, you should join us. That, and, you are always welcome to come and chill at my place, if you need to get away. As long as you can mind the presence of a folf ^^