I just found out that yet another ex of mine is getting married to someone who isn't me. I don't know why this seems to be a trend in my life. I find a woman, we both seem to hit it off for a while, then suddenly she decides she doesn't love me like I love her and ends up marrying someone else. Of course they still want to be friends, don't they always.

I'm sorry for venting here, but I can't think of a better place to do it right now. I just feel like such a loser when I can't seem to keep a Girlfriend in my life. I mean I'm 40 now, and I should be married with kids. But then again I am bi, so maybe I should give up on women all together.