Friend talk
10 years ago
Friends: Hey how are you?
Me in head: Well both my family and my boyfriends family have lost their motherfucking minds and decided to split AND THE SAME FUCKING TIME. One side has an abusive, manipulative asshole, that I have to keep an eye on, and then there is my mom who fucking shot my dads car while drunk and fell on her head and gave herself a black eye and blamed it on my dad. My dad is terrified and ran away to his mommies. I slept for 3 hours before he fucking woke me up to give a message to my mom because he wont fucking talk to her, mom later called me because she is too retarded to text and has to fucking call and wake me up a second time. Then later calls again to ask something else, and once I finally falll asleep again my dad calls and I put i on silent. He then fucking calls me 6 god damn times. I am then woken by my mom coming to the house and telling me what I need to do to help fix the hell over here. Finally take a nap after a long day, get woken up by my fucking mother checking in AGAIN. My only support is out with his friends and they are yelling again. Oh yeah did I mention I don't have any fucking friends in the town I live in? Yeah that is a fucking thing. So legit the only time I leave the house is with my mother. Now I am sitting around making sure he doesn't loose his shit and start trying to kill her because he is a walking trash bag. I have spent the last few days fucking hating myself and crying every few hours. Oh and all this, I also still need to find a fucking job in this shitty little run down town that doesn't want to hire me or my boyfriend. I need a fucking house, I need a fucking car, and I need fucking money.
What I say: P good.
Me in head: Well both my family and my boyfriends family have lost their motherfucking minds and decided to split AND THE SAME FUCKING TIME. One side has an abusive, manipulative asshole, that I have to keep an eye on, and then there is my mom who fucking shot my dads car while drunk and fell on her head and gave herself a black eye and blamed it on my dad. My dad is terrified and ran away to his mommies. I slept for 3 hours before he fucking woke me up to give a message to my mom because he wont fucking talk to her, mom later called me because she is too retarded to text and has to fucking call and wake me up a second time. Then later calls again to ask something else, and once I finally falll asleep again my dad calls and I put i on silent. He then fucking calls me 6 god damn times. I am then woken by my mom coming to the house and telling me what I need to do to help fix the hell over here. Finally take a nap after a long day, get woken up by my fucking mother checking in AGAIN. My only support is out with his friends and they are yelling again. Oh yeah did I mention I don't have any fucking friends in the town I live in? Yeah that is a fucking thing. So legit the only time I leave the house is with my mother. Now I am sitting around making sure he doesn't loose his shit and start trying to kill her because he is a walking trash bag. I have spent the last few days fucking hating myself and crying every few hours. Oh and all this, I also still need to find a fucking job in this shitty little run down town that doesn't want to hire me or my boyfriend. I need a fucking house, I need a fucking car, and I need fucking money.
What I say: P good.

Kynli
~kynli
lol yeah, really, that's about how things go, right?

HorrorError
!horrorerror
OP
I guess.

Kynli
~kynli
You'll have all kinds of things bogging you down, but with how we're brought up, you're trained to just be like "I'm alright" or "I'm good" no matter how you actually are.

HorrorError
!horrorerror
OP
Yeah