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11 years ago
Sorry peeps, these past couple of days have been rougher than the last.
Alot of things have been realized and all that junk.
First off, I recently lost my sister to suicide.
She's been a pivotal part of my life after most of my family kinda casted me aside for a fairly stupid reason. Ever since that happen, she's been under as much pressure lately, and well.. I don't know what else to say on the matter.
I've had many bouts of change in emotion since then. I did hang with friends and worked out from time ot time to deal with it all, and it worked, but at the end of the day?
She's still gone.
Secondly, I tried my hardest to not rely on online peeps for solace as much lately, since most of them either ignored me after they promised to help, or some jazzy snazzy stuff like such. NOW! Don't take this the wrong way, I know some of y'all are awesome and are willing to help when I need it, and you have. Trust me, you know who you are, and I thank you for it. I just needed some air, and time with some people I can actually physically talk to.
Lastly, Anthrocon? Yes. Iwill be attending it. See you there.
Bonus level:
"The absolute worst thing you can do to someone is to promise to be there for them, then never show when they really need you." It's worse than a breakup. You're doing the person no justice if you promise to be their "brother" or "sister" in some sense, and end up being the thing they try to recover from: "Negligence"
Shame on those who do so. IF you ever wonder why there are more assholes on the planet? It's because they were once good people, who ended up being given up on.
It's not fucking hard to care for someone.
Anyhow, I love y'all. Please do enjoy your new years with what happiness y'all got left, or left to spare!
Alot of things have been realized and all that junk.
First off, I recently lost my sister to suicide.
She's been a pivotal part of my life after most of my family kinda casted me aside for a fairly stupid reason. Ever since that happen, she's been under as much pressure lately, and well.. I don't know what else to say on the matter.
I've had many bouts of change in emotion since then. I did hang with friends and worked out from time ot time to deal with it all, and it worked, but at the end of the day?
She's still gone.
Secondly, I tried my hardest to not rely on online peeps for solace as much lately, since most of them either ignored me after they promised to help, or some jazzy snazzy stuff like such. NOW! Don't take this the wrong way, I know some of y'all are awesome and are willing to help when I need it, and you have. Trust me, you know who you are, and I thank you for it. I just needed some air, and time with some people I can actually physically talk to.
Lastly, Anthrocon? Yes. Iwill be attending it. See you there.
Bonus level:
"The absolute worst thing you can do to someone is to promise to be there for them, then never show when they really need you." It's worse than a breakup. You're doing the person no justice if you promise to be their "brother" or "sister" in some sense, and end up being the thing they try to recover from: "Negligence"
Shame on those who do so. IF you ever wonder why there are more assholes on the planet? It's because they were once good people, who ended up being given up on.
It's not fucking hard to care for someone.
Anyhow, I love y'all. Please do enjoy your new years with what happiness y'all got left, or left to spare!
Thanks. She's in a better place *hugs back*