Interesting. Nope never had that before.

Sadly, I seem to have messed up the cake while trying to be fancy. Oh well.

But how's your mood?

Still depressed, but eh. At least I got to try to make a cake, and eat some vanilla cream.

True. Hope your mood improves.

Meh, I guess. I'll try not to be too much of a downer though!

no but i been so depressed that i just work with out telling anyone a got a big B-day cake and eat all of it

Well, I'll end up eating all of this cake too, unless I borked it too badly

aww, mine was also chocolate, i hate chocolate by it self, so i hated the cake and i know i would

Oh, this is my favourite kind of cake, but I tried being fancy, and I might have fucked up the whole thang.

lol

Yeah, decided to add a layer of jelly. But it's seeping through the cake. Next time, I'll make the layer of jelly individually and then add it.

note: I'm English so i don't know what you mean by jelly,we have jelly here that cakes can but i don't know where your from so i don't if you mean jelly (US translate jello ) or jam (US translate jelly )

I have both kinds of Jelly XD the jello kind is the kind that messed up it seems.

oh, so i take it your not American if you call jello jelly?

Not in the slightest ^^

so where you from?

Norway. We call it Gelle, so I just default it to jelly, really.

lol cool X3

Yeah. I am much more English than American with my English tho.

most people who speak English speak English English

Except the 'Muricans? =P

no nor do the Australis

Well, of course they don'.

i think that's it

I think something got twisted here XD

are you having a good time?

It's soon new years for me o3o

me to X3 but i think your winning X3

Horay, dunno what I won tho XD

your closer them me the the next day X3

Especially since I'm in the new year =P An hour before you really. So XD

that means you won the race X3

Woo! What do I win?!

rice x3

...Aw shucks. Boo!

i thought of that because when i put "that means you won the race" i nearly put "that means you won the rice" by mistake x3

Lol Xp Well it's still boo D=

what if it was gold rice x3

Super tiresome, really XP And not worth a lot lest I take the trouble of melting it down o3o I'd rather just have the gold.

lol

No, I do not overthink stuff, shush =P

lol you can put them in pills and sell them to rich people so there poo can be gold (that's a real thing you can bye)

That's flake gold though, not solid gold rice XP

who said solid? anyway gold melts easily that's why it does it

Your body is not hot enough to melt gold, i'm pretty sure.

the acid can melt it

I kinda doubt that, to be honest. Gold doesn't react to many things.
I think it's gold leaf that's used in food. It's so ridicolously thin and frail and stuff.
I mean, the melting point of gold is over 1k Celcius.

i thought it was easy as people eat gold

Aparently, gold doesn't react to anything in your system, it's inert and will just pass through. So I'm pretty sure that people eat gold leaf. Which is pure gold, stamped so hard it's super fragile and stuff. It's quite a great material.

oh i didn't know that, i know people eat it little so it would pas right thou you

Yeah, as long as you eat pure gold, you should be fine. Though some golds have copper, which is more toxic to you.

i know about copper as kings used to drink from copper cups

That shouldn't be too bad. I don't think it transmits to water all that much.

yea but it does kill, it just takes a very long time

I guess. Would be worse to use a lead cup XP

they also used lead cups as well

They used to use lead makeup XD

because back then they had no way to know

I guess XD They should figure out at some point, but bleh =P

they just thought they where being killed or they didn't care

Well, their skin went to shit under all the white so XD

all make up does that

Not to the extent that lead does XD

no your right there X3

Of course I am. I'm the Foxymew! i'm never wrong! Even when I am, I'm right, it's just the universe that changes reality because it's tired of my perfectness *Yes, is Tooootally serious*

and that's why you get depressed as perfectness is so dull and a sadly lonely life

Hehe XP Right.

so your not perfection X3

No shit, Sherlock =P *pokes your nose and giggles*

we where messing

...No shit, sherlock XD

well at tumblr loves me X3

Never use that =O

it's a place that loves sherlock

Right =P It's overrated for sure XP

the new English Sherlock series on BBC, it's really good, but Tumblr does make out it's the best thing sinse gays, and that's also an overrated thing on Tumblr

Tumblr overrates everything tho, dun' it?

not everything, or i left by now

Hehe XP Well, it's the Internet, soooo.

i hate the Internet also love it

Indeed, it's how it is. At least it provides porn =D

i hate porn

I don't <3

I don't <3

you don't so march you said it twice X3

XP Suppose, suppose.

but it makes you lucky X3

Wut?

your not lonely like me

Yes I totally fucking am, and I'm super depressed for it? XD
which reminds me, I ran out of my anti depressants. Sure as hell hope I have more on prescription, or I'm fucked.

I'm so lonely i can't look at pic of people kissing with out going very down
i got none as my mom doesn't want me to get help

Eh, my depression randomly spikes at random intervals really.

no i was talking about my loneliness that the kiss

my depression randomly spikes at random but i got no pills

I don't get more lonely, because I'm all alone, and I live in my own apartment far away from anyone XD

lol, i live with my family as i can't look after myself

Well, it might not help, really. Some times, family can be helpful. Sometimes.

mine are not, dad took it as a joke and my mom made me feel guilty for wanting to get help

yeah =| Guess I got a bit lucky with mine, even though I can't live with her XD

why not?

Just incompatible. Our relationship got so much better after I moved out.

that's happy and sad

Meh, I'm phyne.

yep that's happened to me before, it was right after my best friend i trusted like a brother stole my boyfriend that he set me up with. i felt so depressed and hurt and betrayed i started looking for something to help me feel happy and chocolate always worked, so i made a 2 layer chocolate cake with chocolate chips and chocolate fudge chunks baked right into the cake and coated and layer with chocolate icening. it was delicious and helped me a lot through that tough time in my life. ^^

I just got hit with the end-year blues I guess.
Sucks what happened to you though D:

eh, that's life. you have to endure the worst before your allowed to have the good part of life, im still young and ive suffered what i had to to get to the good part. i have the sweetest man ive ever known sharing my life now, and ive got a good home, food games, tv....yea im very happy with my life now, and its all thanks to my kiba butt loving me for me<3

Lucky. I'm still in the rough patch. but I hope to improve that eventually. Doesn't help being stuck in a country I'm not really comfortable with the language of XD

sounds rough, but things can always get better.

When you're on the bottom, it can only go up, ey?

Ever been so depressed you made a cake?
A booze and bought cake. Nothing superfluous.

That is an awesome way to be depressed. XD

I can't wait to try it later today