You feel like the lowest life form, and everyone is on top.
AND IT'S LIKE A FUCKING TRIP!
Everyone around you is so high up and so ahead you feel so knocked down and out of date.

And it builds up into rage, and you just wanna fucking peg someones eye out.

And when you do it feels like such a fucking euphoric trip!
All that let out and you just want to keep going, keep going to paradise!

But...

Once you find paradise your knocked right back down and it all builds up over and over, until your the best.

It's like Chinese food

with the sweet and the sour

that joy that feeling your on top is the sweet but everything else is the sour.