New Years Resolution
11 years ago
I have been thinking about what I could do to change myself for the better. It has been a few years since I started smoking cigarettes. I started with a friend right before I started driving, at 16 years old. I'm 21 now I have been smoking for 5 years. It started as I thought it was cool I thought I was grown. Thought it made me more badass. I looked at myself the other day really looked at the details 5 years add to a person. The yellow teeth, the burns from accidents smoking, the ashtray smell on my jacket. I want it to stop, I don't want to lose my smile. So tonight at midnight whatever cigarettes I have left I will throw away, I will quit because I don't want my brother to do what I did. I have done damage to my body that may be permanent. I have tried before and got stressed out or was agitated and caved because of the feel good of the cigarette. I will quit and I hope I haven't ruined my health.
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