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Happy New Year 2015!!
11 years ago
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
I'm a mix of emotion right now...
I dunno if anyone reads this, half the time I doubt it. I'm happy, but down. Good mood, but sad... It's 2015, and I've got no one to spend it with, but my best friend on Skype... I can't hug her, can't kiss her, can't be there... And yet, I remember that I'm still working 2 jobs, paying my parent's bills, and have nothing to save for, to prove it all... I can't go anywhere, do anything, I have no life...
And yet at the same time, I try to be in a good mood, all the time. I hold this... happy image that I'm not sure is holding up much more. I love my job, but could do without the people. I love my parents, but could do without their bills... I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND, but can definitely do without the DISTANCE that holds us apart...
I promise I'm in a good mood, I am!! I'm glad to see the first year of 2015! Glad to say I completed a goal! HAPPY that the new year doesn't mean a NEW ME, but new beginnings and endings, new chances, new choices, a NEW YEAR. I'm not one of those NEW YEAR NEW ME people, but I'm happy that the New Year is here.
Sorry, End rant.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!!!