So here's the deal. It's hard for me to RP. Plan and simple truth, it's hard to get into an RP, it's hard for me to enjoy an RP, and I just feel like some kind of piece of trash to be tossed around when I RP. Why?

So I meet this one dude and he seems pretty cool. I try talking, but he's not overly talkative. I share his page with a friend. Apparently, they hit it off and RP. So now, I'm tossed to the side and my friend is just oh so wonderful and getting showered with gifts. I try to talk, we meet on Skype, first thing "Hey, let's RP!" I can't, it's REALLY hard for me. Like, seriously. And guess what? I get thrown away! I'm garbage because I don't RP and this person doesn't care about talking! Fucking wonderful!

Then I meet this other guy. He seems cool, he's got a great personality, I actually WANT to RP with him. So we do, and hey look, it wasn't the best RP ever, but I enjoyed it. So my friend (same one from before) asks me what's up and I'm like "Yeah, I'm in a good mood! I met this cool dude and we RPed!" What happens? I get a fucking guilt trip because I RPed with someone that's not this person. Good mood, FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET.

I get these fucking notes. "Hey, I like your character, wanna RP?" I say I'd rather get to know someone first, BOOM! Never hear from that person again!

I decide I want to RP with my friend. Now, I have a pretty open mind. I try to make people happy! So I give them this RP with this fetish I don't really care for, I give them that RP with this fetish I don't really care for. Finally, we get an RP that I'm kind of enjoying and I go "Hey, you know what would make me really happy? Let's add this fetish in!" NOPE! Fuck that, they're not interested, that's not their fetish, I'm out of luck. But we finish the RP anyway, and the person is like "Yay, that was awesome! Did you enjoy it?" Honestly, I tell them it wasn't the best.... WELP, MY NAME IS SHIT NOW.

I run into yet another person, they seem pretty cool. We start talking, I throw a little light casual RP out, hey, they receive it pretty well... Things keep going, they build up to where it's finally about to get interesting... and the person vanishes! Poof! Gone!

Finally, here's yet another person. I wanna be their friend, I wanna RP and have a little fun... I put my best foot forward and give a good post! My response? *smiles and giggles at you* Ok, maybe they just didn't know how to respond. So I give another really good post! *Smiles and laughs*

SO FUCKING SICK OF ROLEPLAY. Just... SICK. I'm sorry, but I'm at my wits end with this bullshit! If all you want is to RP and get your rocks off, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I'm not seriously sitting here and thinking I'm talking to a fucking dragon. I don't think I'm talking to a fucking bright pink dog. You're a human. I'm a human. ACCEPT IT. I care about the person behind the screen. I care about your life, your trials, your triumphs! I don't want to whip my fucking dick out every time you say hello! GOD.


I'm sorry, but enough is enough. I've been bottling this shit up forever and then I look on my Skype 'friend' list and see that little ? from Mr "Oh, RP or I don't Give a Shit about You" and well, that's it for this dragon.