Actually im pretty demoralized :/ Because i see people draw like they havnt done anything else in their life, and in my eyes in comparaision with the good Traditional Artists here, i draw like a 7-year old child :/ I began to doubt on myself if i will ever be that good, and i acknowledge that i dont have the gift to draw...
I know, if im working hard and practice with an iron will, i could at least touch the skill of a good drawer once...
Im pretty ambitous, and in combination with my impatience that makes me really demoralized... Maybe it was just those few days i didnt draw anything, and i missed the practice, but however...
I Hope i find new motivation again soon, i dont want you leave alone without my hungry Famis.

Further im thinking about to change to Digital Artist... but i need to wait to my birthday till i can get a tablet to draw. I hope its easier to draw on pc then on a sheet of paper