Just a dream
11 years ago
Today I chose to keep sleeping, because in the dream I was having, you had told me you'd give me a chance.
In the dream I was having, we'd kept in touch. Your family and friends were throwing a party for your big sister - a big sister you don't have, I know. And I was there, asking everyone how you were, and what you were up to.
I could hear my phone ringing. I rolled over and ignored it. This happened three times.
I remembered visiting you in the past, and you had been friendly, and open, but just so busy that I had no time to tell you my feelings. And when I had, you told me you would think about getting back together with me.
Your family asked me what it was about you that kept me coming back. The only answer I had was that you simply filled every emptiness I had, that I could imagine no other as my partner in life.
In this whole dream, you weren't really there. I was remembering you, and talking of you, and thinking of you.
Today I chose to keep sleeping, because there was a chance you might show up in my dream, and tell me, yes, we could be together again.
In the dream I was having, we'd kept in touch. Your family and friends were throwing a party for your big sister - a big sister you don't have, I know. And I was there, asking everyone how you were, and what you were up to.
I could hear my phone ringing. I rolled over and ignored it. This happened three times.
I remembered visiting you in the past, and you had been friendly, and open, but just so busy that I had no time to tell you my feelings. And when I had, you told me you would think about getting back together with me.
Your family asked me what it was about you that kept me coming back. The only answer I had was that you simply filled every emptiness I had, that I could imagine no other as my partner in life.
In this whole dream, you weren't really there. I was remembering you, and talking of you, and thinking of you.
Today I chose to keep sleeping, because there was a chance you might show up in my dream, and tell me, yes, we could be together again.
poojawa
~poojawa
*hugs tightly*
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