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well, I just feel like bawling. >.< *vent*
10 years ago
I'm glad my kitties are getting better.
Since we have returned home my significant other has been at odds with me.
taking stress out on me, things of that nature.
I have yet to lose my temper and tell him to fuck off, but I don't think over stressing myself is any better.
My depression has kicked in big time, it has also thrown my body out of whack. No I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself, but I will apologize in advance for any moody weepy or morbidly morose drawings that come of this.
He just makes me want to punch him in the face and cry. So we haven't really been talking, besides little stuff like "did you feed the dogs?"
he seems all happy n shit when he's on the Xbox one with his friends, but the second I come in the room (or when he leaves) The atmosphere changes.
I'm just tired of being the target..
Since we have returned home my significant other has been at odds with me.
taking stress out on me, things of that nature.
I have yet to lose my temper and tell him to fuck off, but I don't think over stressing myself is any better.
My depression has kicked in big time, it has also thrown my body out of whack. No I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself, but I will apologize in advance for any moody weepy or morbidly morose drawings that come of this.
He just makes me want to punch him in the face and cry. So we haven't really been talking, besides little stuff like "did you feed the dogs?"
he seems all happy n shit when he's on the Xbox one with his friends, but the second I come in the room (or when he leaves) The atmosphere changes.
I'm just tired of being the target..
Then tell him how you feel, I'm sure he'd understand ! ):
Im so sorry to hear this! /hugs tight
Have you tried just getting him alone to talk?
Like just asking if for a bit you guys could talk and just bring up that hes been taking stress out on you and its hurting you. And if there is anything youre doing thats unsettling him
He might just need some space due to personal problems or thoughts hes having
Lord knows the holidays really give people a kick in that o<-< ;;;;
Just try and be calm
Please dont cry ;-; especially if its a situation that becomes so unfair its not worth the tears
You could be doing something else with your own time
I hope everything gets better for you ok!
Sorry I havent been on skype or anything to talk ive been in this weird slump for awhile so I havent been messaging anyone extensively
I've brought it up a couple of times but he just shrugs it off.
I get that he's stresses because of bills but he's going to have to be patient with me getting a job. :l where we are everyone is hiring but the standards are ridiculously high.
and no i understand how that is /8;;;
hmm maybe try to do a telemarketing job? they are usually hiring and pay pretty well! ya know cause the sometimes odd hours ;;;
OH maybe see if there are any pet sitting jobs available? SAFE ONES OFC;;; cause wow people are creeps now a days
LOL NOOO
feel free to blow up my page all you want!
I'm not saying it doesn't piss me off, because when I get like that he's all positive and shit. But God forbid I be optimistic or have a little faith. Lol
I wish you the best for both of you, the good times you have together should be a source of motivation to make things change.