So I guess this is just my little soap box now.
11 years ago
It's how many times I've come on here and griped about something that's upsetting me? Why can't I write about anything happy? Eugh... Well, this week it's a whole new raft of problems. It's been at once one of the best weeks, and the worst weeks I've had in a long time.
I'll talk about the bad stuff, then I can get to the good stuff, and that'll put a good spin on things, I hope.
I've been apparently storing emotions lately. What that means is I spend a lot of time with people who are sad, angry, anxious and stressed, and I sorta take on those feelings, then they crop up later with nothing to attach themselves to. Floating anxiety has become a major issue, and I'm not sure it can just be explained by that. I'm hoping that putting some space between myself and the people who stress me out will help, but I also don't want to get so far that I couldn't support them if they needed it. It's a fine line...
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Now to the good stuff. I made a new friend this week... or was it late last week? He's super amazingly nice, and he even gave me two amazing images that have helped me finalize my character's design! I could just snuggle right up to him. I don't usually click with someone this quickly. I'm working on a little piece or two to thank him for all the kindness he's shown. He deserves it. X3
My other friends have been super great too. Very supportive, especially when I'm sad, and very patient when I get prickly. There's been a lot of change in my life lately, and they've been so... so great. They help calm me down when I get anxious, and set me straight when I tar having paranoid fears... I can't thank you guys enough.

Thank you all.
I'll talk about the bad stuff, then I can get to the good stuff, and that'll put a good spin on things, I hope.
I've been apparently storing emotions lately. What that means is I spend a lot of time with people who are sad, angry, anxious and stressed, and I sorta take on those feelings, then they crop up later with nothing to attach themselves to. Floating anxiety has become a major issue, and I'm not sure it can just be explained by that. I'm hoping that putting some space between myself and the people who stress me out will help, but I also don't want to get so far that I couldn't support them if they needed it. It's a fine line...
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Now to the good stuff. I made a new friend this week... or was it late last week? He's super amazingly nice, and he even gave me two amazing images that have helped me finalize my character's design! I could just snuggle right up to him. I don't usually click with someone this quickly. I'm working on a little piece or two to thank him for all the kindness he's shown. He deserves it. X3
My other friends have been super great too. Very supportive, especially when I'm sad, and very patient when I get prickly. There's been a lot of change in my life lately, and they've been so... so great. They help calm me down when I get anxious, and set me straight when I tar having paranoid fears... I can't thank you guys enough.

Thank you all.
MyArtSucks
~myartsucks
KageSorex
~kagesorex
Will always be there Gran! <3
pokepony
~pokepony
;u; and this is why i battle for smiles of others. many people say to me "why are you doing this to yourself? they're gonna be fine,let em be alone,don't let their emotion sadden yours" and so on and i always respond: i do this for their smile. when then i can proudly say thanks to me he felt better. it's just a feeling nothing else can replace. and so,if fighting for that feeling,for the happiness of others means being sad when other friends are then so be it. i'll be sad when my best friends are,i will be happy when they are. ^U^
Dragonofwind
~dragonofwind
*Holds his precious chu close to him!*
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