Y'know that last post I made about the depression, It's really irrelevant to how I'm feeling right now. I literally feel like living sunshine. I'm drawing my two loves, just gave my dragon some cuddles and hugs and am starting to actually see the light in this world for the first time in a long time. I'm so happy I feel like crying. All I could ever ask for really is that someday, I'd be able to have them both close. But sadly that won't happen. I wish it could. I need to think about these things next time my depression decides to creep in on me and make things seem like all hell is around me and doom is immanent, because I literally cannot get enough of this feeling. Though, knowing how depression works and works on me, without my pills, this will be but a fleeting feeling. The warmth will dive back into my heart and hide behind the cold darkness that swallows it up so much. But I know it's in there now. I know it still exists. I know this feeling can happen again and I so very much wish to feel it a lot more often. I'm so happy you guys. I really am. I'm drawing again and I'll post these very soon. Because they need to be posted. They need to be seen. I want to show them off to everyone!~