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a little advice for my male watchers♡
10 years ago
If there's a pretty girl who has caught your eye and shes a bit weird but not a hazard.. snuggle that little weirdo.
When you get angry, take five to breathe and come back to talk it out. Don't ignore her or say mean things just because you hurt or your stressed.
Give her the benefit of the doubt, give her a chance to prove you wrong.
Most importantly, don't slap her hand away when she's trying to pull your sorry ass out of a hole and take the razors away.
I'm not perfect. I say the wrong things at the wrong time and tend to think out loud. You do not know how much my heart really feels emotion wise. When you compliment or don't on something I'm wearing or make up or anything. I pick myself apart in complete silence, trying to figure out what I may have done wrong. I do the same thing when you come home grumpy from work, not because I want to but because you don't tell me anything. I worry a lot, most of it I can keep under control.. but have you noticed that I haven't been sleeping? I'll never be able to hold a job you so desperately want me to get if i'm up all night turning thoughts of you around in my head. I don't want to be like Cortana from halo. She ends up thinking herself into self destruction. You make me feel like her sometimes. Like I'm just thing little thing you carry in your pocket, only the relationship isn't the same. When I lose my head over something (like my cats being sick) you keep calm but cold. Tender to the animal but not to me. You lose your damn mind and spin into this vortex of I fucking hate everything if anything happens to your things..
Enjoy your razor blades.
Chew on that shit.
When you get angry, take five to breathe and come back to talk it out. Don't ignore her or say mean things just because you hurt or your stressed.
Give her the benefit of the doubt, give her a chance to prove you wrong.
Most importantly, don't slap her hand away when she's trying to pull your sorry ass out of a hole and take the razors away.
I'm not perfect. I say the wrong things at the wrong time and tend to think out loud. You do not know how much my heart really feels emotion wise. When you compliment or don't on something I'm wearing or make up or anything. I pick myself apart in complete silence, trying to figure out what I may have done wrong. I do the same thing when you come home grumpy from work, not because I want to but because you don't tell me anything. I worry a lot, most of it I can keep under control.. but have you noticed that I haven't been sleeping? I'll never be able to hold a job you so desperately want me to get if i'm up all night turning thoughts of you around in my head. I don't want to be like Cortana from halo. She ends up thinking herself into self destruction. You make me feel like her sometimes. Like I'm just thing little thing you carry in your pocket, only the relationship isn't the same. When I lose my head over something (like my cats being sick) you keep calm but cold. Tender to the animal but not to me. You lose your damn mind and spin into this vortex of I fucking hate everything if anything happens to your things..
Enjoy your razor blades.
Chew on that shit.
2-and above)...damn it muffin I knew something was wrong...listen I have no right to intervine or leave a coment leaving the stupid cheesy "oh you can do this and oh you'll find another"and the"you can talk to me about it" kinda crap...instead I want you to listen. If this guy is truly nothing to you now hen whats holding you down? I mean first off...what made you go for him? And second...if his reduced you to the point where a lifeless A.I in a video game is better then you...how much further will you take? If you get offended by this then please go ahead and hide my comnet...I'm sorry if I seem to have change out of the blue but right now I myself just got out of a relationship and can't feel for the idea of love relationships anymore.Just...yes.. I really do for sorry this happened to you but now...what are you going to do about this problem?
even if I don't get snuggles or hugs or kisses.
I still love him.
I do get angry and vent.
I do get frustrated and sad.
I stay quiet.
I can't sleep.
He has no idea, how I feel.
because I feel too much.
I feel so much most people don't understand.
He's being really insecure right now.
these kind of rants are to be expected.
My greatest downfall, is that I love too much.
I think I'm just going to start yelling.
im going to break my own heart even more by reminding him.
every single word he never said.
every kiss he turn away from, every touch he brushed off.
After I'm done yelling I'm going to be quiet. And stay quiet.
because the silence of someone who's broken hearted screams in volumes. My actions will speak for me.
On a side note, I should be called for an interview.
you can't let him do this to you it's not right… at this point you know its not you, it's him
and if doesn't want/ let you help then thats on him
you shouldn't be doing this to yourself over him! you wouldn't let me do that right? you need to start whats doing best for yourself even though it's a hard decision
I know it seems bad, and no it hasn't been great for a while, but you carry the burden and work together. You don't leave him hanging.
You're right I would not let you wallow in self pity. I would do for you what I constantly do for him which is reassure you its ok.
It's been a while since he told me he loved me. And I don't expect anything on valentine's day either. No reason to get my hopes up.
This probably sounds bad. Considering I'm refraining from smothering him atm.
I just want love.
I really admire you for sticking it through but I dont want you getting anymore hurt
I trust you on this but im still gonna worry ;;7 ;;) just be careful ok
I'll keep you updated.
Btw, my kitties are better, but one other one got sick. We have her on meds tho so she will be okay.
Glad your kitties are feeling better.. =/ aww hope the meds give her a speedy recovery