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Some deep thoughts of mine
11 years ago
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Everybody is growing up.
People are having less and less time on their hands, discovering things, and thus, less time to hang out, and things better to do than go on the internet.
Except me,
I have too much friggin time on my hands and am still immature. I have nothing better than to either internet, play video games or draw.
Everyone is moving forward with life, while i get left behind, in my preferred fantasy world in my mind, wanting to frequently get away from the horrible grip reality has on the universe. It kinda makes me sad, seeing how i get less and less time to talk to my internet friends, It's even worse when you got no friends in real life to hang out with and talk to.
Another thought is soon i'll have to fend for myself, which i don't think i can do, I don't believe i'll be capable of handling the stress that comes with living by one's self, I don't believe i can do it.
As for my drawing, I actually believe my drawing to quite bad, I mean sure I've improved quite a bit since i was young, but still i don't think i'm good enough...
As for my immaturity, While i enjoy being immature because it's fun, i also believe it drives people away from me, scares them or makes them despise me...
People are having less and less time on their hands, discovering things, and thus, less time to hang out, and things better to do than go on the internet.
Except me,
I have too much friggin time on my hands and am still immature. I have nothing better than to either internet, play video games or draw.
Everyone is moving forward with life, while i get left behind, in my preferred fantasy world in my mind, wanting to frequently get away from the horrible grip reality has on the universe. It kinda makes me sad, seeing how i get less and less time to talk to my internet friends, It's even worse when you got no friends in real life to hang out with and talk to.
Another thought is soon i'll have to fend for myself, which i don't think i can do, I don't believe i'll be capable of handling the stress that comes with living by one's self, I don't believe i can do it.
As for my drawing, I actually believe my drawing to quite bad, I mean sure I've improved quite a bit since i was young, but still i don't think i'm good enough...
As for my immaturity, While i enjoy being immature because it's fun, i also believe it drives people away from me, scares them or makes them despise me...
As for when you get older, you might experience the stress of living on your own but you'll also appreciate the feeling of having your own space and if very fortunate, doing what you love as a career.
I personally really like your art! Still do and wanna see more. If you're willing I even have a few requests if it doesnt overwhelm you.
I like the people who willing be immature so long as they know when to act mature when the time comes. Everyone wants to escape from reality but they need to get priorities straightened Dont feel like you're left out. Give it time, a lot of amazing things can happen.