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10 years ago
I know its been a while since I've given an update. So here it is.
As some kinda know, I go through spells of depression. It basically makes me not want to do much but sit here and play video games all day. Or I wander around the house and clean randomly. It's been tough to really sit and feel like its worth it for me to do art. I get these random bursts where I just wish my art was better and I dont know how to achieve that. Its rough.
Its also rough cause my depression effects my social skills (or lack there of).
I want to talk to people and meet new friends but I tend to hide away. Which only makes the depression worse. Crush has a lot of work stuff this year. Hes been gone for a week and wont be back for another 2. Then he comes back for a week and leaves again :C I'm pretty alone.. I refuse to talk to any other army wife here because most I've run into are so stuck up and entitled.. I dont fit in with that crowd. I like to just hang out and play video games and talk about nerd stuff! Not what name brand purse you bought with your husbands paycheck...
But the past few days the spark is... slowly coming back. I just need to keep fighting and move forward.
Commissions are staying closed because I want to get better. Im stubborn so I will do this. I will also try to finish the last two on my list shortly <3
As some kinda know, I go through spells of depression. It basically makes me not want to do much but sit here and play video games all day. Or I wander around the house and clean randomly. It's been tough to really sit and feel like its worth it for me to do art. I get these random bursts where I just wish my art was better and I dont know how to achieve that. Its rough.
Its also rough cause my depression effects my social skills (or lack there of).
I want to talk to people and meet new friends but I tend to hide away. Which only makes the depression worse. Crush has a lot of work stuff this year. Hes been gone for a week and wont be back for another 2. Then he comes back for a week and leaves again :C I'm pretty alone.. I refuse to talk to any other army wife here because most I've run into are so stuck up and entitled.. I dont fit in with that crowd. I like to just hang out and play video games and talk about nerd stuff! Not what name brand purse you bought with your husbands paycheck...
But the past few days the spark is... slowly coming back. I just need to keep fighting and move forward.
Commissions are staying closed because I want to get better. Im stubborn so I will do this. I will also try to finish the last two on my list shortly <3
