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New Years Resolution
10 years ago
The last few years of my life have been an eye opening experience. I came to understand that my happiness revolves around the people I surround myself with and those that are closest to me can be the most influential in whether I manage to grow as a person, or revert to a child.
When cutting out the cancers in my life, I came to understand one thing, I am a person who loves...to be loved.
I am not the easiest person to get along with, I have mentioned that before and it will be something that will never change, it is a part of my personality, the part of my heart that wishes to be independent, and not rely on others... particularly as often as I've been hurt.
I put my trust in the wrong people at one point, and I got burned, it was a hard lesson that left many lesions and bruises on my heart and emotions, but weren't deep enough to leave scars.
And that was because of some very special, and AMAZING people in my life.
My loves.
As my New Years Resolution I am forgiving all whom hurt me in the past. I've let go. The pain doesn't matter to me anymore, its the love and light of my friends and family that has brought me to the point that I can say... I forgive you.
And I have to thank
FengZhou,
JavaMeerkat,
Smooshkin,
Spamzilla, My beloved Damier, My Aunt, And the many amazing men and women of my workplace environment at Verizon, for opening me up out of my shell.
I'm finally in a place that I can feel as if I matter.
And no one will ever take that away from me again.
I love you guys. Thank you.
When cutting out the cancers in my life, I came to understand one thing, I am a person who loves...to be loved.
I am not the easiest person to get along with, I have mentioned that before and it will be something that will never change, it is a part of my personality, the part of my heart that wishes to be independent, and not rely on others... particularly as often as I've been hurt.
I put my trust in the wrong people at one point, and I got burned, it was a hard lesson that left many lesions and bruises on my heart and emotions, but weren't deep enough to leave scars.
And that was because of some very special, and AMAZING people in my life.
My loves.
As my New Years Resolution I am forgiving all whom hurt me in the past. I've let go. The pain doesn't matter to me anymore, its the love and light of my friends and family that has brought me to the point that I can say... I forgive you.
And I have to thank
FengZhou,
JavaMeerkat,
Smooshkin,
Spamzilla, My beloved Damier, My Aunt, And the many amazing men and women of my workplace environment at Verizon, for opening me up out of my shell.I'm finally in a place that I can feel as if I matter.
And no one will ever take that away from me again.
I love you guys. Thank you.
