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11 years ago
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Howdy! I figured to say a hello to everyone. I apologize for not doing a whole lot lately and being pretty quiet. Happy 2015? XD
Anyways, I've done a lot a fair share of work, namely a big drawfest.
1. I will never do a massive drawfest like I did ever again.
2. I can't keep good track of stuff people asked for.
3. I don't care for being asked the same question multiple times.
That said, from here on out, please do not contact me about art you think you're expecting. I have some things I want to work on, but unfortunately those things aren't a personal priority (out of no disrespect out of any you fine folks, I just have shit I want to get done). If anything I'll be opening an idea dump journal so I can have all suggestions in one place like before.
Artwise, I'm kind of in this directional funk. I used to think I had a large list of characters I want to draw and things I want to try, but when it's time to pick up the stylus I'm drawing blanks, like some form of artistic impotence. It's weird because I usually have times where i have an idea but i can't draw it worth shit. I think I got to narrow down my ambitions a bit and find a way to focus, but I'm kind of lost in a way I've never been lost before. It's so bizarre and unsettling and I don't know what to do about it. It might have something to do with my real life. I have a pretty great job, but it's demanding and not something I want to do for the rest of my life (the plight of all of us, right). Art is usually kind of my coping method and something I want to spend the rest of my time doing. Alongside that, I want to get myself back out in the real world, because it's about time I get myself back out there. The weird thing is that I've been single for a little while (years....I was almost engaged and then not) , and when you're single for long periods you kind of go through these stages of emotions ranging from "how could I have been such a fucking idiot, she was an amazing girl, and I blew it" to "I think I can do this on my own, I'm a pretty introverted person anyways." You have to understand, I'm a young guy, but I'm not a kid anymore and I'm not in my rookie years of adulthood, and perhaps all of this is a sense of urgency?
If you made it through that self loathing paragraph, I appreciate it. I'd love to hear what some of you think. I've really appreciate all of you who've went out of your way, not just for reading this, but for making me feel more comfortable here. Cheers.
Anyways, I've done a lot a fair share of work, namely a big drawfest.
1. I will never do a massive drawfest like I did ever again.
2. I can't keep good track of stuff people asked for.
3. I don't care for being asked the same question multiple times.
That said, from here on out, please do not contact me about art you think you're expecting. I have some things I want to work on, but unfortunately those things aren't a personal priority (out of no disrespect out of any you fine folks, I just have shit I want to get done). If anything I'll be opening an idea dump journal so I can have all suggestions in one place like before.
Artwise, I'm kind of in this directional funk. I used to think I had a large list of characters I want to draw and things I want to try, but when it's time to pick up the stylus I'm drawing blanks, like some form of artistic impotence. It's weird because I usually have times where i have an idea but i can't draw it worth shit. I think I got to narrow down my ambitions a bit and find a way to focus, but I'm kind of lost in a way I've never been lost before. It's so bizarre and unsettling and I don't know what to do about it. It might have something to do with my real life. I have a pretty great job, but it's demanding and not something I want to do for the rest of my life (the plight of all of us, right). Art is usually kind of my coping method and something I want to spend the rest of my time doing. Alongside that, I want to get myself back out in the real world, because it's about time I get myself back out there. The weird thing is that I've been single for a little while (years....I was almost engaged and then not) , and when you're single for long periods you kind of go through these stages of emotions ranging from "how could I have been such a fucking idiot, she was an amazing girl, and I blew it" to "I think I can do this on my own, I'm a pretty introverted person anyways." You have to understand, I'm a young guy, but I'm not a kid anymore and I'm not in my rookie years of adulthood, and perhaps all of this is a sense of urgency?
If you made it through that self loathing paragraph, I appreciate it. I'd love to hear what some of you think. I've really appreciate all of you who've went out of your way, not just for reading this, but for making me feel more comfortable here. Cheers.
And if anything, when I see your username it brings my mood up 50 times over. Thanks a billion :)
Thanks a lot sir
Hehe that's true XD Your presence and activity here is a wonderful silver lining <3