I'm officially sick, I cant sleep more than 4~5 hours by day and anything in the world can make me satisfied.
I'm glad for all my friends who supporting me all this time but I dont thing I'll get better again, when I sleep I have a lot of terrible nightmares, things I pray to not see in real life, I'm forced to view all my wishes burning in fire and the ashes turning in my mostly deeper fears. ....I dont want to sleep anymore.

Today is my 23° day in my new depression wave, I dont see any outcome, I just getting worse and worse all the time and I dont think I'm suitable for living in society, not yet.

I purchase a sketch book, but all my draws looks like a depressive doodle of an rebel teenager.
I try to start a Comic, I'm in the first page already 2 days but my best friends is approving, I have a history to say and I hope I can said it in my draws.

For now, just look for that fucking stupid doodle, is the best I can do yet.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15507357/