Artist's Voice?
11 years ago
So I've been seeing this post on tumblr around with a bunch of gif with the creator of Book of Life talking about his experience applying for CalArts. And basically he had 2 separate porfolios: one with drawings that mimicked the things he was interested in that were in movies and TV and one with a lot of inspiration from his Mexican heritage. Whoever it was that was reviewing his portfolio basically said the drawings were trash, he didn't have any voice as an artist and he shouldn't even be called an artist but when he saw the paintings, he said that they were beautiful and that was his voice.
I think I finally get why I really dislike being called an artist and I know a lot of people mock the term "drawer" but there really isn't a better term for what I do. I just draw stuff. Mostly fan art. I don't have an original "voice" as an "artist". I mimic the things that I like and I'm basically okay with that...most of the time. Sometimes I wish I had more to say and maybe if I drew out my emotions and thoughts I probably would...but it's not something I prefer. I vent enough in journals and such. My drawings don't need to be depressing too.
So yeah...I dunno...if an "artist" doesn't have a voice, should they still be called an artist?
I don't particularly think so though other people can disagree. I just know that I know why being called an "artist" rubs me the wrong way.
I think I finally get why I really dislike being called an artist and I know a lot of people mock the term "drawer" but there really isn't a better term for what I do. I just draw stuff. Mostly fan art. I don't have an original "voice" as an "artist". I mimic the things that I like and I'm basically okay with that...most of the time. Sometimes I wish I had more to say and maybe if I drew out my emotions and thoughts I probably would...but it's not something I prefer. I vent enough in journals and such. My drawings don't need to be depressing too.
So yeah...I dunno...if an "artist" doesn't have a voice, should they still be called an artist?
I don't particularly think so though other people can disagree. I just know that I know why being called an "artist" rubs me the wrong way.
All *artists* have a voice.
If you haven't found it, then you don't have one for the time being. Thus by this description as well a person without a voice is not an artist.
But yeah. Words have different meaning to everyone.
But, that's just my opinion. ;D
Also to elaborate, he didn't look down on the drawings because they were drawing. He looked down on them because they were devoid of the guy's own artistic voice. The paintings were inspired by his Mexican heritage and thus had something of his emotions and imagination in them that his drawings did not. So no, the guy wasn't just being a douche, he had credentials to back up what he was saying.
even artists that mimic their preferred topic 100%, do have a voice. it just sounds like someone elses, even if they create somethign off their own list mimicking somethign else. it's lust like another line to the poem.
And I left a bit out...it wasn't that they were just paintings. They were paintings inspired by his Mexican heritage. Ones that said something about who he was, where he came from...that sort of deal.
And mimicry isn't your own voice. You just said it...it sounds like someone else's. Meaning it's a cheap distortion of another person's voice. It's not yours. This is why artists hate it when newbies come in and try to mimic their art style...not just as a fun exercise but continuously try to mimic another person's style over and over again. Because it's taking a thing that they worked hard to develop and just using it for their own gain. You can learn via mimicry, but you can also steal another person's voice that way as well.
credentials or not, I have a huge problem with arrogance. in the end we all end up mud.
mimicry is a good starting point, though. unless you go into mimicry until people can't tell you from the legion of other mimickers... in the end it's their decision to remain faceless.
like most people, I copied linearts as a kid, but stopped, because it led me nowhere. many years later I started to draw animal people, and one of my goals was to create something that was "ME".
how about you? where are your goals? and don't start again on the mimicking stuff. I wouldn't be here watching you for being an art clone. your art struck a chord in me, showed me your personal art path, and made me curious where it would lead. as cheesy as it sounds, it's how it is. and you ought to know by now that I'm not here for the free art as well. :)
all I see you doing is babbling on about how unoriginal your stuff must be. but I want to see you talking about your strengths. the details, the expressions, how it comes together instead of, dunno, a portrait of someone floating in midspace and pasted onto a background at the last moment? no really, stop telling yourself how bad you are. one day you'll find yourself listening to you...
Plus I hate getting my hopes up anymore. Saying I'm good only serves to get my hopes up for things that won't happen. I get sick of it. So while other people may dislike that I speak negatively of my own work and while it's not helpful in the least bit, it's what I feel about it. *shrug*
I wished I could say something to make you feel better, because I see a downward spiral here. I am not someone versed in psychology, but I have been there myself some times, and had to finally stand up and get going again.
high hopes? I always hope I'd win the bleeding lottery, so I could finally pay all bills when they come up, and help out people in need of a few dollars and such. but it's always someone else who wins. so what? there is always someone who has it worse.
high hopes are like dreams. who would we be without dreams? and more important, who would we be if every dream comes true right away? most dreams will remain unfulfilled, yet we need somethign to reach out for.
so... don't let the disappointment get to you too much.
besides, I believe people sense such negativity and turn away. somehow, even across the internet. of course you could argument that many popular artists are negative holes, yet still popular and successful and have business etc etc. but look behind it; I would say they are very, very lonesome.
I doubt you want that. *paws at you*