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11 years ago
It was another bad panic attack, I've been having more and more lately.
I ended up breaking down in the room for almost 2 hours, just non stop crying, I guess everything had finally got to me.
Ignoring it all was probably not my best choice, anyway, they sent me home with recommendations for a good psychologist. I don't really want to go, I really don't but that might be the only way for me to get the medications and help I need, hopefully it will help with my PTSD too.
They asked me if I knew why I was feeling like this and I told them everything that has been going on with me these past few weeks, I know why I'm like this. I know exactly why I'm so depressed, why I'm isolating myself, why I lash out. Although, it's not something I'd like to openly talk about in journals or with anyone at the moment.
Anyway, I'm supposed to be on a "no stress" routine, well, as less stress as possible anyway.
I would like a favor from my friends if this is okay, a lot of you know what exactly is going on and I'd like for you to refrain from mentioning anything about the subject, and to avoid subjects that you know for sure trigger me.
I know, I know, the subject of 'triggers' have been overwhelmingly sullied by tumblr and it's ridiculous amount of self-proclaimed SJW's, but this is a serious subject to those who do have triggers and can be even sent to the hospital if they come in contact with them, me being one of those people.
So please, please, avoid these as much as possible.
I'd also like to avoid any 'relationship' talk or art work, as much as possible. Please?
Anyway, that's all.
I'm sorry for worrying you all, I know one of my best friends was super worried, but it's okay.
He has a bad habit of worrying as much as I do, but like I said, it's okay, lil' bro.
I plan to finish everything I owe tomorrow, sorry for the delays as well, I hope you are all having a good day and I wish you guys the best, thank you for the kind wishes. You all mean a lot to me. <3
I ended up breaking down in the room for almost 2 hours, just non stop crying, I guess everything had finally got to me.
Ignoring it all was probably not my best choice, anyway, they sent me home with recommendations for a good psychologist. I don't really want to go, I really don't but that might be the only way for me to get the medications and help I need, hopefully it will help with my PTSD too.
They asked me if I knew why I was feeling like this and I told them everything that has been going on with me these past few weeks, I know why I'm like this. I know exactly why I'm so depressed, why I'm isolating myself, why I lash out. Although, it's not something I'd like to openly talk about in journals or with anyone at the moment.
Anyway, I'm supposed to be on a "no stress" routine, well, as less stress as possible anyway.
I would like a favor from my friends if this is okay, a lot of you know what exactly is going on and I'd like for you to refrain from mentioning anything about the subject, and to avoid subjects that you know for sure trigger me.
I know, I know, the subject of 'triggers' have been overwhelmingly sullied by tumblr and it's ridiculous amount of self-proclaimed SJW's, but this is a serious subject to those who do have triggers and can be even sent to the hospital if they come in contact with them, me being one of those people.
So please, please, avoid these as much as possible.
I'd also like to avoid any 'relationship' talk or art work, as much as possible. Please?
Anyway, that's all.
I'm sorry for worrying you all, I know one of my best friends was super worried, but it's okay.
He has a bad habit of worrying as much as I do, but like I said, it's okay, lil' bro.
I plan to finish everything I owe tomorrow, sorry for the delays as well, I hope you are all having a good day and I wish you guys the best, thank you for the kind wishes. You all mean a lot to me. <3
Mr. Chameleon demands attractive nurses and doctors.
>:c
LETS PUT THOSE SLUTTY HALLOWEEN COSTUMES TO WORK, YO!
I NEEEEEEEDDD