Because I could surely use one. :/

Been feeling sick most of the years. feels like its going away now but.. blegh..

An old friend of mine reportedly passed away near the new years.. I miss you.. and still love you..

plans constantly being changed.. being forgotten and left alone.. multiple times..

I've had a few near panic attacks this weekend.. my minds gurgled up it feels..

all I want to do is head to Louisiana and hug my mate.. Would be the best medicine right now..

Sorry I hate journals like this but.. I basically feel like I need to vent and hold someone close. Thanks..