So this weekend was drill again, so I got ready for drill and I get so stressed out like what if I dont get there on time and my mom keeps asking me stuff. But then something happened the morning of my arms and neck started breaking out in a rash then it felt like needles were going into my skin, but it cleared up later. And everytime I go to drill I over think things or I thinking about too much at once and I fuck things up, but then again I am always fuck up, guess its a talent. Plus I am thinking about just trying to get red of my diapers because one I dont get to wear them much and 2 I think they are stressing me out. Everything is stressing me out guess I am just a weakling so if I bothered anyone.