I'm really sorry I'm hitting a all time low in depression among other things and well I'm really sorry If this bothers you or if I have ever bothered anyone else. I just feel so hated right now no one wants to rp with me even spend time with me. I'm just really sorry you don't have to reply to this at all if you don't want to I'm not looking for sympathy here I just need to let off some steam and issues like I cant keep any friends everyone leave me. and since I have no where else to vent it out I'm sorry I will try and not bother anyone anymore