*hugs*
it's alright, get your own life together before tackling anything. it's probably a good thing to also find something that relaxes you as well

Take it easy for now. Don't worry.

Take all the time you need. We will be here when you come back.

You deserve a Caribbean vacation, but since we can't get you that, you get to take a breather instead.

I love you so hard you butt, I'll be hassling you so much until the end of time <333

Well, look on the bright side - at least you aren't being shelled. *cough* *cough*

I'm sorry things are so tough for you right now. I do hope they'll get sorted out and that you can get back on an even keel soon,but for right now it does sound like taking a break would probably be the best thing you could do. Take care of yourself!

Anxiety is the absolute worst. Make sure you take care of yourself. Try and get a little excericise if you can. When I was having really bad panic attacks this summer I fiund that the days I went on a walk or even danced around my room a little were so much better than the days I spent on the couch. I'm always here for ya. Text me if you need anything. Text me ESPECIALLY if you're feeling super anxious because ive been dealing with that poop for a long time and could maybe send some good anxiety reducing strategies your way. Stay strong and I hope things improve soon.

Hope you get better n.n don't worry about anything else but yourself

You take all the time you need bud.
Me & everybody else has your back, it'll be ok. *hugs*

I am thinking about you <3

Joe, i barely understand my smartphone sometimes (and have been known to cause microwave fires-). I barely understand some technology. I mean im on the interwebs and can sorta can troubleshoot my computer, but in large, im in the dark.

What i do know a lot of, and am sensitive to, is this. I am attuned to (and got a 'BS' in, lol) is human relationships. Im reading this, looking over what was said, and am filled with so much hope for the world, and desire to illuminate to you the light others reflect back to (and onto) you.

You are the fucking best. You are hilarious. I have the best time with you on trips. You send me presents. I make you things. I talk to you, and laugh with you, and lean on you all year. Its not even about AC anymore I think on a deep level to us all. I could meet you and everyone and camp out in a parking lot for all I care. Its you. And even if I couldnt see you, we are always there for each other. You and Lisa brought us all, and keep us all, together.

And even though you cant see it right now, you are the world to us. The comments..I read love pouring out from human hearts, from eyes that weep for you but have never seen your face. I have seen your face, and hugged you, and heard your voice, and thus feel even deeper for you. You are the amazing validation of innocence and love. When i talk to you and am around you, I can feel happy and safe. I love you Joe. We all do.

But how profound is it that many of these people have never known you the way Ive known you? haha it sounds funny. but the reality is that you cant see it right now. Its like a cold of the mind. Anxiety is bad mental habit. A daily routine of peace cultivates calm and moors you to consistency. (For example, I know I will do 10 min of yoga/10 meditation/5 scripture read each morning. I do the same thing, and only change it every few months.) Anxiety is bad mental habit, but the anxiety sets a fog down on your life, and things are rough right now. i pray and think of you...and look at all of those who are with me in sharing love for you. You have been a light of hope to me in some of my darkest times. Before we even talked, you sent me things..and on some of my saddest times, it was such a comfort knowing that a friend like you was on the other end of a connection to love me unconditionally.

We fucking love you back. You can weather this storm. You are capable. You are smart. Ask for help on solutions to those you trust. Have faith, I inveigh you to pray to whatever you believe in...because it brought me to you, and I think the /God/karma/universe/ cradles one like you who shines light into the darkness.

Im thinking about you today. <3 Each moment is a new chance. Anxiety is bad mental gossip. Nourish all levels of your being (body tru food, systems thru deep breath, emotions thru outlets/friends/(exercise), inner soul thru spiritual practice) and know Im, and it looks like a shit ton on other folks, are right beside you.

<3xolc









-okay, so my microwave growing up (in the 90's) was from the 80's. but still! it proves the point.