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Ctrl + Alt + Del
11 years ago
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Remember the good old days, when Ctrl Alt Delete rebooted your PC and not simply locked and unlocked it? Shows you how old I'm getting >.>.
So that's what this Journal is about. A reboot. I suppose Ctrl Alt Delete can also be used to pull up Task manager in most versions of windows too so that fits as well. I need to kill off some tasks.
And this all really boils down to the same thing: my involvement in the Furry Fandom. Work wise things are going smoothly for now. I have some sense of stability though I'm not making as much as I was a year ago by a long shot. I actually need to start budgeting which is another stress and another reason I need to make a few changes there. I can't complain about my relationship life anymore <3 so... this leaves all the stress that has been burning me out lately dumped into one thing.
I can't go into details on a lot of it because some of it can't be disclosed, atleast not yet. I've been playing a wierd Political game in the local Fandom and am getting kinda sick of aspects of it; I'll just leave it at that. And the fact that I got so obsessed over one thing that I overlooked something that was handled poorly and could, potentially bite the greater Furry community in the Ass for the way it was handled. So needless to say, its something I can't let happen again.
Which means I need to restructure, reboot, and change my own focus. There are some steps I can start working towards, but others will need to be put into motion in a few months. There are some things I just need to grit my teeth on right now, and get through it but going forward I have a long term game plan, a direction if you will.
So if I've snapped at anyone lately or showed a lack of Confidence, I am sorry. This is all going to change really soon. I'm not good at multi-tasking so I can do a lot more good (and be a lot less stressed) if I focus my efforts onto a few select things.
Some people can Multi-task well. I envy them.
But at the end of the day I am not one of those people... and I've found out even doing too many different things within one larger thing burns me out even if the rest of my life is going well.
It's time to clear out some sub-processes. It's time for a Reboot. I know this is all pretty cryptic but it has to be. As much as I'd like to just reveal my direction right now I have to hold my cards for atleast a little while longer.
Yes, I am forced to play a game. But its time I set a few different rules, consolidate my pieces and choose a different strategy...
So that's what this Journal is about. A reboot. I suppose Ctrl Alt Delete can also be used to pull up Task manager in most versions of windows too so that fits as well. I need to kill off some tasks.
And this all really boils down to the same thing: my involvement in the Furry Fandom. Work wise things are going smoothly for now. I have some sense of stability though I'm not making as much as I was a year ago by a long shot. I actually need to start budgeting which is another stress and another reason I need to make a few changes there. I can't complain about my relationship life anymore <3 so... this leaves all the stress that has been burning me out lately dumped into one thing.
I can't go into details on a lot of it because some of it can't be disclosed, atleast not yet. I've been playing a wierd Political game in the local Fandom and am getting kinda sick of aspects of it; I'll just leave it at that. And the fact that I got so obsessed over one thing that I overlooked something that was handled poorly and could, potentially bite the greater Furry community in the Ass for the way it was handled. So needless to say, its something I can't let happen again.
Which means I need to restructure, reboot, and change my own focus. There are some steps I can start working towards, but others will need to be put into motion in a few months. There are some things I just need to grit my teeth on right now, and get through it but going forward I have a long term game plan, a direction if you will.
So if I've snapped at anyone lately or showed a lack of Confidence, I am sorry. This is all going to change really soon. I'm not good at multi-tasking so I can do a lot more good (and be a lot less stressed) if I focus my efforts onto a few select things.
Some people can Multi-task well. I envy them.
But at the end of the day I am not one of those people... and I've found out even doing too many different things within one larger thing burns me out even if the rest of my life is going well.
It's time to clear out some sub-processes. It's time for a Reboot. I know this is all pretty cryptic but it has to be. As much as I'd like to just reveal my direction right now I have to hold my cards for atleast a little while longer.
Yes, I am forced to play a game. But its time I set a few different rules, consolidate my pieces and choose a different strategy...
I did notice as of late, especially at the parade, that you did not seem like yourself.
In conclusion, glad to see that you are going to focus on remedying the situation(s) at hand.
Good luck, Yarrick!
~ Drake M.
As a person you have grown much since I first met you. Where most people are content to just complain about the hand they are dealt, you sought to change the cards out. You've accomplished a lot in the process.
Best wishes to you.