A bit of ranting and swearing ahead.

I'm still working on things, a comission among them, life has just been to put it lighlty, difficult. I want to put more in details and maybe I will, part of me as I've rambled more than once has been on one end, wanting to rant yet another to just be quiet about what's going on, regardless of whatever propblems I may have.

I may do ...probably not. We'll see. Life's been just making trying to get certain things done impossible no matter what others insist.

But to get back on point, still working on what I can, I just wish it wasn't later than expected but part of me on some end has to on some end accept that until things changed, I'll be stuck doing things at a painfully slow rate.

On another end, I'm rather sick and tired of such, and may have to resort to more selfish means, espeically since it's a sad day when you can't even feel safe in a place you previously thought was at least semi-secure.

Besides that...anyone here play Ultra Street fighter IV on PSN? I ask cause my brother wanted someone to play with (in the physical world) so he got a copy, I try to practice and it's not as if I'm a novice to the series in genera but...

Fucking hell I have a mountain to climb, and to be frank, I'm partially discouraged given all else in life, to say nothing of getting destroyed 7 or 8 times in a row as if didn't know enough how much a novice I am...

And yet others wonder why I'm so brutal in games like Tekken and Soul Calibur...cause when you spend enough YEARS being tossed around, stabbed, shot and so forth in games, at least for me, I have this tendency to when I can, just be as if not more brutal when possible.

But that's a rant for another time.

Lets see if I can actually be more ubpeat next week...probably not...

Fuck January 2015...