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*Emerges from the shadows*
11 years ago
I see now why there are no turkeys on FA :o
I want to let you all know that I haven't quit any of the projects I've started here or promised to complete. I still come here to see you other artists do your thing but haven't had the space in my mind to start or continue my things.
I'm dealing with college. Trying to manage my classes and grades responsibly as I juggle work also, which has provided multiple stresses.
My last semester had me so busy, I didn't have much time for my math and I ended up failing it and it isn't even that the work is hard. I'm in the same math class this semester and I keep making tiny mistakes like forgetting the negative sign or simplifying. I know what I'm doing, just somehow, I keep making tiny mistakes that cost me everything because I have to get a 100% in my modules to move on.
I've been running into financial issues with my car and insurance to where I am paying fines and paying to fix my car as it stopped running one freezing night and one cold morning. Lead to me getting a new battery but it still needs to get worked on but haven't made time for that.
I lost my motivation for a year or so but every time I get back in the groove of things, something happens and it's not just one thing. These past few years, it's been a domino effect. First one thing then something else or I am suddenly ambushed by a group of issues and none are quick fixes. I'm still hanging in there. I've been doing a little drawing here and there. I have been trying to start commissioning to help a little with money as my income doesn't allow room for things like outstanding debts.. anyway, as I type this, I have been trying to get a last minute assignment completed for my English course. Where's a snow day when I need one. This is the first winter that I can remember where it's still in the 30's and 40 degree F range. We've had small snow but not much. I hope it's not going to be a long winter this year.
Just wanted to let you know, I'm facing the struggle. I will try to do a better job with keeping you guys updated. I hadn't realized if anyone was paying attention.
I'm dealing with college. Trying to manage my classes and grades responsibly as I juggle work also, which has provided multiple stresses.
1. Problems with co-workers
2. Problems with my student (I'm an aide) which leads to both physical and mental fatigue
3. Demanding tasks at work
4. A legal matter which puts my job and reputation on the line and it's been a hard struggle (situation not settled)My last semester had me so busy, I didn't have much time for my math and I ended up failing it and it isn't even that the work is hard. I'm in the same math class this semester and I keep making tiny mistakes like forgetting the negative sign or simplifying. I know what I'm doing, just somehow, I keep making tiny mistakes that cost me everything because I have to get a 100% in my modules to move on.
I've been running into financial issues with my car and insurance to where I am paying fines and paying to fix my car as it stopped running one freezing night and one cold morning. Lead to me getting a new battery but it still needs to get worked on but haven't made time for that.
I lost my motivation for a year or so but every time I get back in the groove of things, something happens and it's not just one thing. These past few years, it's been a domino effect. First one thing then something else or I am suddenly ambushed by a group of issues and none are quick fixes. I'm still hanging in there. I've been doing a little drawing here and there. I have been trying to start commissioning to help a little with money as my income doesn't allow room for things like outstanding debts.. anyway, as I type this, I have been trying to get a last minute assignment completed for my English course. Where's a snow day when I need one. This is the first winter that I can remember where it's still in the 30's and 40 degree F range. We've had small snow but not much. I hope it's not going to be a long winter this year.
Just wanted to let you know, I'm facing the struggle. I will try to do a better job with keeping you guys updated. I hadn't realized if anyone was paying attention.
And watching Metropolis with an 80's synth track, but still here.
Hmm. A synth track.. is that some sort of video player?
Personally I own two Yamahas, though one refuses to work off of batteries anymore.
Track=soundtrack
Synth track=movie soundtrack performed on an synthesizer keyboard
Sorry for the confusion.
But be warned, the sound track is quiet repetitive.
does my text color bother you?
Yeah, I tried to rhyme too