Life Update?
11 years ago
General
Where do I even start? I can't sleep right now, and i'm sitting in the dark, so why not update my few watchers/friends?
Okay, so, I went to see my regular doctor for an update on my bloodwork, and she told me that my Triglycerides dropped several hundreds in numbers (won't go into details) just from changing my diet. I am extremely proud of myself because of this. She told me there was nothing wrong with my heart as of right now and that it is stabilized on the meds i am taking. My good stuff went up and the bad stuff went down, basically.
As some of you may not know, my last hand raised pet rat, Jeremy passed away late last year, and his littermate, Mordin passed in November. We got new babies as of then. They are pretty antisocial and need a lot of attention. They don't like being petted or touched very much so it makes me wonder if they were even treated with care from where they came from. Slowly they are opening up and i feel more and more enthusiastic about them everyday
I find myself cherishing life more lately than dreading it. Which is a good thing. I used to only dread life because nothing good came of it in my opinion. But then i realized that i DO have friends and that i AM loved by many, even though sometimes it doesn't feel like it because the Mood swings and Bipolar get in the way of my affectionate nature x.x
ooooh man, fun part here lol. stop with the boring shit ha XD okay, so i finally found my niche in art apparently, it's doing icons. Yeah, i enjoy coloring other artwork and drawing some of my own stuff, but i REALLY like making icons. uvu it's fun, entertaining, and quite addictive :B I appreciate those of you who cheered me on and encouraged me to continue making them
Random boring journal...now over XD
Okay, so, I went to see my regular doctor for an update on my bloodwork, and she told me that my Triglycerides dropped several hundreds in numbers (won't go into details) just from changing my diet. I am extremely proud of myself because of this. She told me there was nothing wrong with my heart as of right now and that it is stabilized on the meds i am taking. My good stuff went up and the bad stuff went down, basically.
As some of you may not know, my last hand raised pet rat, Jeremy passed away late last year, and his littermate, Mordin passed in November. We got new babies as of then. They are pretty antisocial and need a lot of attention. They don't like being petted or touched very much so it makes me wonder if they were even treated with care from where they came from. Slowly they are opening up and i feel more and more enthusiastic about them everyday
I find myself cherishing life more lately than dreading it. Which is a good thing. I used to only dread life because nothing good came of it in my opinion. But then i realized that i DO have friends and that i AM loved by many, even though sometimes it doesn't feel like it because the Mood swings and Bipolar get in the way of my affectionate nature x.x
ooooh man, fun part here lol. stop with the boring shit ha XD okay, so i finally found my niche in art apparently, it's doing icons. Yeah, i enjoy coloring other artwork and drawing some of my own stuff, but i REALLY like making icons. uvu it's fun, entertaining, and quite addictive :B I appreciate those of you who cheered me on and encouraged me to continue making them
Random boring journal...now over XD
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Btw I didnt know you where bipolar, Ive know a lot of people with depression but no one else with bipolar disorder, and Im kind of glad to know Im not the only one with it. ((Not that Im happy you have it, I would never wish it upon anyone.)) If you ever want to talk Im here. ;w;
I hate it to be honest. but, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
and thank you i really appreciate that.