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I think I pay too much attention to some stuff sometimes...
11 years ago
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This blue book with green and yellow bindings says, "The Personal Diary and Record Book of Vinchenzo."
It seems when I see or hear about corruption or injustice going on it tends to have a big impact on me.
I tend to stick on such things like glue for a short while...
and I never forget anything do to my photographic memory making things worse than normal...
Also, I think it might be tied to my youth with how helpless I was then to stop various evil things...
People bullying and beating the crap out of weak people. Creeps that enjoy torturing and sometimes killing animals for fun. People older and in authority that openly flaunt they can do bad things and get away with it.
I know that various things might never change, and now that I'm older focusing on even bigger things I cannot change seems to be what takes hold now...
Why do I care so damn much? Why do I want other people to care? Why do I want people who do bad things to be punished and for good people not to suffer?
If anything, I should focus on what I can change, things that I couldn't stop at all when I was young...
But, would there be enough people focusing on the other bad things?, would all the other evils in the world continue to be ignored?
My brothers friend was attacked when he went down into southern states round December, and on returning he came back, mentioned it, and acted like it was normal and acceptable. Getting beaten having trash tossed all over you while your on the ground, I know the cops there said for him to grow some balls, but I can't help but feel Billy should have been living well when he went to visit his parents. Being homosexual isn't a crime, but performing assault is... yet they treat it the opposite out there...
And all the crap that goes on still with corrupted politicians in the government and military, speaking the evils of non-whites and non-god fearing folk, those who are foreigners and gays, and the pain and suffering they deserve... it's too much...
I can change some things... but I can't change others... but I want to protect my family, my friends, and my family's friends from the horrors that go on... should I give up thinking about big things? Pay attention to that which can be done... or should I stay hopeful for real change and real good occurring?
I tend to stick on such things like glue for a short while...
and I never forget anything do to my photographic memory making things worse than normal...
Also, I think it might be tied to my youth with how helpless I was then to stop various evil things...
People bullying and beating the crap out of weak people. Creeps that enjoy torturing and sometimes killing animals for fun. People older and in authority that openly flaunt they can do bad things and get away with it.
I know that various things might never change, and now that I'm older focusing on even bigger things I cannot change seems to be what takes hold now...
Why do I care so damn much? Why do I want other people to care? Why do I want people who do bad things to be punished and for good people not to suffer?
If anything, I should focus on what I can change, things that I couldn't stop at all when I was young...
But, would there be enough people focusing on the other bad things?, would all the other evils in the world continue to be ignored?
My brothers friend was attacked when he went down into southern states round December, and on returning he came back, mentioned it, and acted like it was normal and acceptable. Getting beaten having trash tossed all over you while your on the ground, I know the cops there said for him to grow some balls, but I can't help but feel Billy should have been living well when he went to visit his parents. Being homosexual isn't a crime, but performing assault is... yet they treat it the opposite out there...
And all the crap that goes on still with corrupted politicians in the government and military, speaking the evils of non-whites and non-god fearing folk, those who are foreigners and gays, and the pain and suffering they deserve... it's too much...
I can change some things... but I can't change others... but I want to protect my family, my friends, and my family's friends from the horrors that go on... should I give up thinking about big things? Pay attention to that which can be done... or should I stay hopeful for real change and real good occurring?
