Venting yo'
11 years ago
Just wanted somewhere to put down how i feel at the moment. Feel free to ignore ^_^
Split up with my boyfriend which while in itself is good, he's a lovely guy when it's just everyday stuff on the outside, overall it felt rather one sided and I got tired of giving him chances and, stupidly, waiting for him to change. So while that was an instant relief about a day later i realise that means one less person to talk to, so I'd say I'm currently at two people - maybe two and a half - to chat to outside of college. He appears to have suddenly got chummy with other college people, one of which i used to be good friends with but she seems to have drifted away this college year, so i donno if I'm gonna be split from them too. Can't wait for this year to end, hopefully get fresh faces next year or at least less of this years faces.
Also got college stress with graded unit. They sit and tell you not to be worried and not to overthink it. I failed my first attempt on the first stage when i had more work than people who passed. And to top it off, I have my suspicions, someone in my class is a backstabbing little shit! Taking stuff I, and others, said out of context and telling it to someone who wasn't present when we were talking. Like fuck am I ever talking about anything of any importance, or whatever, with that person again.
Can't wait for CF, gives me something to look forward to - Arceus do I need it!
Split up with my boyfriend which while in itself is good, he's a lovely guy when it's just everyday stuff on the outside, overall it felt rather one sided and I got tired of giving him chances and, stupidly, waiting for him to change. So while that was an instant relief about a day later i realise that means one less person to talk to, so I'd say I'm currently at two people - maybe two and a half - to chat to outside of college. He appears to have suddenly got chummy with other college people, one of which i used to be good friends with but she seems to have drifted away this college year, so i donno if I'm gonna be split from them too. Can't wait for this year to end, hopefully get fresh faces next year or at least less of this years faces.
Also got college stress with graded unit. They sit and tell you not to be worried and not to overthink it. I failed my first attempt on the first stage when i had more work than people who passed. And to top it off, I have my suspicions, someone in my class is a backstabbing little shit! Taking stuff I, and others, said out of context and telling it to someone who wasn't present when we were talking. Like fuck am I ever talking about anything of any importance, or whatever, with that person again.
Can't wait for CF, gives me something to look forward to - Arceus do I need it!
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I know it sometimes isn't much online, but you can always chat to me, I won't always reply right away, but I will eventually. :)
*hug*
Shit sucks