I tried,
I tried,
I tried real hard,
To make him listen,
But he refuses to,
Why do I even bother?
Hes not a sickness nor a plague,
I still respect him even though I had to split us apart,
But inside I felt sadness and anger but it had to be done,
Yet why do I still persist to talk to him like a brother,
We fight till one of us gives up,
And yet every time we split up,
The feeling gets stronger,
It seems like he has a heart and a soul where I have none,
It feels so forced to leave him like that,
I heard that he might be abusive to me due to past experiences of dating online from others,
Yet I still feel like hes not gonna be abusive to me,
His words are honorable where mines grinds bones and muscle,
I feel like screaming like a banshee,
It seems like Im in the wrong,
I gave him support,
I cared and loved him so much,
And here I am feeling all this sadness when I talk to him,
When will this madness end!