Why do this? Are you desperate for attention? Want someone to recognize something? To say something? Ha! Slipping into this state again? So soon... just what the hell is wrong with you?
Clawing
Dancing
Screaming
Singing
Spinning
Twisting
Falling
Spiraling

Stop being weak and do something. This is your hand after all, just another mask that's saying it. You know the cure for this. So do it.