So, I finally found a place to move too, that is in the lines of my budget for rent. The down fall is, nothing is covered. But I can bring my cat!
I will be moving out of my moms place sometime in may, I can't stay here where I am currently located because it is own by my grandparents and they want us out..
Not in a mean way or anything, just the place is falling apart and needs a lot of TLC. I want to stay, but at the same time I am so happy to be moving out. My brother will come over and drink/eat everything when I am not home. My grandparents will come over and snoop about as well. I can't change the locks unless they have a key just incase "something" might happen. Tired of this lack of privacy. I am tired of also being bitched at by my brother when I am wearing my pajamas for the night, he comes over and yells at me why I am not dressed...um, I am.. I am wearing a baggy loose shirt and pants.. back off.

My anxiety and stress lvls about moving out as got me so moody, which I don't mean to be if I come off that way.. My mom wants to leave for NY as soon as she can, and I feel like I am being pushed and pushed even more.
I am also sick and tired of people trying to roommate with me FOR THE WRONG FUCKING REASONS! SO, I SAY TO NO FLIPPING ROOMMATES UNLESS I HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR EVER AND OR MY BELOVED MATE! I am trying not to stress to much, because this is a huge leap for me.. but, I am having a hard time trying to balance out everything now and I can't even keep my fucking phone on..
I will be so happy to know I can worry about me and my bills, and not 2 other fucking people in the house..just my cat and myself.. gawd...

Anyways, id when I will ave internet around that time, so please be ever so patient with me..