been studying my ass off for this weekend crash courses....my mind is like fried already lol..

But lately i realize that if i were to leave a group chat..or a gathering...it seems when it comes to me, people dont reach out to me just to say hello...its always me who does most of the time.

Yes i know ive been busy..yes i know im forgetful because i have been studying and loose track upon who i do not reply to (you dont count)

but lately i feel more ignored than ever..kinda sucks.. vday ill be at my crash courses all day..and maybe for an hour or two go to a rl friends party.. but if i were to wait upon Skype, here, FB, SF, and even imvu (imvu is the only place where i feel less ignored at times..not today though..lonely as fuck..)

Skype i cant get on my computer anymore...it freaks out my laptop so bad..even FB on my laptop browser never loads anymore..always have to be by phone..

havent vented for a while...just letting you guys know im still alive and hufflepuffing(upset) haha...i need new friends..i need more who will actively want me around...

hopefully this loneliness will cease.


Ps. after my crash course...i wont postpone my uploads anylonger..i am DEEPLY sorry about it..i have to finish my ref for my RL fursona to polish it out before i can upload her artwork..but for now.. Ill upload my RP main fursona, Mana for what i have for her. keep an eye out..

I did not forget about my to do list on my collab work and stuff..so dont worry i plan on getting back to it after this weekend.

again my apologies.