Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. The second one I've gone through without Niti. I'm trying to be strong, but I'm failing before the day is even here. I can't find anything to distract me from this or any of the other things going through my head that upset me. I can't rest, I can't converse without breaking down, I can't get myself to do anything I SHOULD find entertaining. I don't want to do life right now...