So.. I'm really depressed..
Things that are going on have resurrected pain from a long time ago
x.x I'm sorry to bring this up, but I just need to vent.
I'm a jealous person. It.. its easy to make me jealous, irritated, etc. Even the smallest things, like seeing a friend of mine,
drawn in NSFW art with someone else bothers me somehow, and I know I shouldn't let it get to me but its hard, it really is for me
I don't know what much else to say other than, if I ever do, or say something stupid to any of you, I'm sorry.
I don't want to seem like some attention whore or some shit like that, because I'm not, and I don't try to be.
In the past, I've done some dumb shit to people, and now tonight I have.. to someone I care about a lot. My Mistress on SL.
I did wrong, and now I don't know if things will return to how they were.
I guess I'm learning things from my mistakes, and trying to fix myself so I please everyone, I know I shouldn't change myself to make people like me,
but what else am I supposed to do when my anger.. my jealousy.. can get the best of me at times.
I've learned a lot through my life. and I've been through some fucked up shit, which could possibly be the cause of how I am today.
But, on a positive note.. there are some people in my life now, that are making me smile, and and and , to name a few. I love you all, thanks.

I'm sorry.. I don't mean to bring drama and all that.. I just need to vent.. I feel quite bad right now.
I hope some of you have a good valentines day.. I know I won't. :/ and again, thank you to those who I linked.. you all mean a lot to me.