But seriously. Today sucked.
I don't get dolled up all that often, but today I went all out. I did my hair, makeup, and even dressed girly.
I knew we wouldn't do much today because we are broke but I still thought we would have a nice day.
No, I got to sit at home with him while he played on his computer barley talking to me.
I also wasn't expecting a present because we didn't have any money, but that's why I made him something. He didn't even write me a cute little 'I love you' note.

And before anybody says "Oh you're just a whiney spoiled brat!" listen. I don't ever ask for gifts. It usually doesn't bother me, but today idk it just did. It seemed like he didn't care today. WHen I went to work everybody was showing off their flowers and gifts and I was just sitting there.

I don't know if it was because of everybody else getting something or because he's told me about stuff he's gotten his ex's before, but I just felt hurt.
Sorry to whine to you guys. You probably think I'm a bitch now XD
But idk. Sometimes I just feel like I show him more love and do more for him then what he does for me.
Kinda depressing....