a gland on the side of my neck has been swollen since like (this previous) thursday or friday and we couldnt figure out why but we decided to give it a week to clear up on its own even though we still had no idea why it was swelling. they swell to help fight infection and usually clear up on their own so?? we were just gonna give it time??
well like since sunday every morning ive been awaking up with a nasty headache behind my eyes and my nose has been dripping and stuff like crazy so apparently now im sick. my dad is sick too now, probably because i used the mouthpiece of his vape on friday lmao oops. the fucking snot must be getting to my stomach bc im not feeling well there either and i have like no appetite at all. im also kind of cold now, im not sure if its bc i just took off my jacket or bc i have a fever or smth. i cant tell. im tired, im sick now and on top of all of that, vaping isnt doing shit and i need cigarettes really bad but i have no one to get them for me. i have the money for them, but wow! bc im a year and a half from being 18 i cant make my own choices and buy cigarettes like a "responsible adult". smh.

maybe i can skip school tomorrow at least. my mom is pitying me bc im legit only sick once a year if ANYTHING so she will baby me like she always does and ill be able to skip school. i might take a nap and then maybe ill try eating smth when i get up if i dont feel shitty.