I...
..I have nothing to say.

...then why did I just comment?

lol

Life does suck and it is painful. But if it is to take measures for the better I can understand. It hurts though, you want to rip your heart out and cry in despair. Giving all up to the darkness. I just keep remembering those who are truly close to me are my way of remaining sane. Though many of us hardly know each other here, we are here for each other. So keep staring forward and keep walking forward, though it may be hopeless, you will push forward. My dear you have friends here.

Life is harsh for a lot of people so far. I'm not sure what decision you made but every life-changing route has it's downs as well as ups.

Look at me. I didn't fight what the college was doing to me and so I'm out at the worst economic time, can't find a job even though I had one promised to me for when I was able to get out of college because I can't get that degree now...

But I feel like a million dollars just knowing I'm free of certain people.

I do hope whatever happened will pan out eventually. It may suck now but remember if you feel like you're at the bottom... you can only go up from there.

Aw, man... I do not know what choice you were put infront of, if any, or what decision you made, but, whatever it is, I do really, really hope that not only this situation will clear up soon, but also what's goin' on for you at school, at home, with your family and especially your mom.

I hope that the situation clears up soon as well

I have had hard times in my life,
these past 2 years have been the worst,
with moving Alot, and my dad who lost his job years ago he's been on disability.
Life is like a Game. in a way. Idk.lol i know what I've been through made my Mom Stronger and myself.
I have strong Faith you'll get through it :3.

Wow, Jazz, whatever made you like this MUST be really depressing...It's times like this I wish I wasn't ignored by 99.99% of FA, because then you'd see this comment and I could try and find a way to comfort you (in a friendly way of course)

Well Jazz, you know what they say, that which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. So I really hope that what ever happens, it'll all be for the best. You know if you need someone to talk to, I'm almost always behind my computer like the dork I am.

I really hope things improve for you soon. You can always talk to this hedgehog enthusiast if you need to. But then again, that's really Ian's job as your boyfriend, isn't it? But still, just thought I'd be a good friend and offer.

Awwwww :c I feel your pain hun
I've been having to go through some difficult decisions as well, although I'm not sure if mine is better or worse than your situation, but in any case, I really do hope things get easier on you hun ^^ I'm wishing you the best c:

Awwe sweetie.. sounds like you're going through an extremely tough time. I feel bad for not picking up the hints about what you're talking about. x__x; If you need someone to talk to, please add me to msn or something.. Difficult decisions always have a good side and a bad side, just seems like the bad side is extremely overwhelming you right now. I'm sure you'll be okay just stay strong...

Don't you hate it when life's a bitch?
I feel for ya.

I don't even know you personally, and I think I know what's going on, but I won't say it, just to spare you the war it may start.

God, the Almighty, the Devil, whatever you want to call the all powerful being that created us, made us with defects for a reason.

Chaos and Order must keep in balance, even if at the cost of precious things, or making choices you'd rather not have to make. I learned that a long time ago, and I'm only eighteen.

I'm not you, and you're not me, so you may view things differently, but I know a few things we have in common. We're both living, breathing, human beings with the ability to make choices, whether they be poor or not. We're not immune to emotional pain, and learn from our mistakes after making enough of them.

When you hit bottom, you can only go up or linger at the bottom. Personally, I'd rather make my way up, if only to get away from the dark bottom. I'm happy living in the dim light of the middle.

Good luck.

Well...Truth be told, holding it all in will make you even MORE dpressed :/
There is nothing wrong about talking about how you feel. Taking in the pain just kinda breaks you down. I should know, i actually had a bit of a breakdown a few weeks ago ^^;;;;; I didn't rant or anything, I was just silently depressed.
And yeah, i did cry blahahahaha I'm not a man anymore.
I know how you feel. I'm a lot more stressed then I really seem ^^;;;
Hang in there Jazzy.