='/ *hugs*

*hugs back*

Listen muffin,it's ok don't worry. If you feel like your maybe losing her,speak to her. Don't hold it on the inside its way better to talk to each other of what you feel rather then bottling it inside . In other words...I really hope she gets better and you feel like she hasn't held anything back from you.

It's so scary though. My step-dad helped make me feel a little better.. but it's still my mom and the only one I'll ever have. I tear up just thinking about her.

You should be with her as much as you can!
Im sure she's pretty scared right now too so it'd be nice if you could be with her. And if you can't don't fret ok? Even just giving her a phone call would be nice and telling her that you miss her to get mind off of things. Im sure you both could go for a good talk!
Don't worry everything will work out! Just do what you can now

I should go see her more. She hasn't really beeN up for talking on the phone lately since she's been in so much pain. And with my new work schedule it will be harder to get rides to work or over to her house.
I'm just super stressed about this. I know the regime for a colonoscopy and if she can't hold any th ING down now, how is she gonna be able to do that? So many questions and concerns.

I just can't lose her, so these doctors better not fuck anything up.
I'll go to prison over this shit.

Any way you and your step dad could work things out?? Or is there a bus schedule you could take?
You should keep asking the doctor if possible, they might be able to come you down

Im sure they won't just be sure to double check who and what they are doing
ask all the questions you'd like, heck make it an interrogation

I definitely intend to grill their asses to the wall.